Tuesday, March 30, 2010

moving on .....

Today I realized that I am a terrible blogger! But, I have a good excuse. I have been busy .

Spring break was nice, relaxing, etc ....
But, when I got back Monday it was like WHAM!! Back to the grind of things. And boy, were they grinding! Lesson plans, tests, students, life .... It never ever stops!

Then, over the weekend, I came to a sad realization. After a conversation that I had with Ben on Saturday while we were out shopping, I realized that he and I were just at two completely different places .... We are just two completely different people .... We want to do completely different things with our lives .... So, Ben is no longer my Ben. He is just now Ben. And, as sad as it is to let someone go that I have been with for over 5 years, I am happy to have followed my intuition. I feel like this is what I need in my life right now.

So, I am taking it easy! Whatever happens with my life, happens! Whoever comes along, comes along! Whatever job comes along, I will take it! I will get my master's degree eventually and apply for DODDS. I may be by myself, but I will be following my dreams. And, that is all that matters!





"Don't dream your life, but live your dream." - Mark Twain

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